We are required to be ourselves,never ever got influenced by somebody.
Mind your own business,do not bother others.Once you bothered,other will start bashing you or criticizing you.

It has been a while, since I updated this so called"trash"blog of mine.
How's my life ? what's going on ? =P
I had start working on 14th of January,i know it's kinda late for me to update this.The reason i late update is, because I'm really busy these days and you can proclaim that I'm lazy to update for my blog,I'm so exhausted phew~

My working life is tiring anyway, but i really get used to it, for instance,I've never stand for 8 hours per day and everyday eat the Chinese MIXED rice,when I think of it,feel like gonna vomit =P
But I'm happy to have known all those staffs and friends,they are adorable,lovely and stupid sometimes.The first day I start working until now,I haven't meet any obstacle/obstruction YET but i think it'd happen one day =(

Finally,I have come to an end of SPM.
Some subjects are rather hard,in spite of this,I think I still can tackle with it.
I discovered that i really shouldn't do comparison.Compare is suck,that's what i know.Once we compare our capability to others,you will definitely feel miserable and outrageous,keep complaining why your results are worse than your friends then BLABLABLA~~~
Advise,do not do comparison in our entire life.

Anyway,I felt so pleasant to play computer now,I do know we still have another Chinese paper but i think i could overcome.So just pay some attentions on it.CHINESE is important ? YES ? NO ?

Time goes by so fast,the day before the first paper of SPM.I was so nervous and anxious about all the papers,but now finally i have come to an end and i felt so happy

Will be continued~

It's killing me when i think of my results for SPM.
My Malay essays.ARGH~~~~i know its easy,but i gave wrong examples
My English essays.ARGH~~~i know its easy too,but i think i wrote like shit.
My Sejarah essay.ARGH~~~I know its easy too,but those words i spelled it wrongly.
I resign myself to the fact that I can't change anything now,its over.Now what I can do is concentrate on other subjects.

I'm not greed,just want to get a better result than my Trial.So can I ?
I have did my best to write a good essay,but at last I still........grrrr.....
I hate writing essays,this is my weakness.Blog and essay are different.They told me:"why your English is good on your blog,but why everytime you got a lousy result on your essay paper"? I replied:'the reason is because I hate writing essays and blog is the only place that i can express my feelings or oppinions.

That phrase has shown that how bad my essay was ? My essay is like a joke for them to laugh at it.[when i was in form 1,2 and 3] My english was suck as hell.ARGH~~~~~~

ITS OVER BEN~~~~

After graduated, i feel like I'm just having holidays,i think SPM was neglected.

Everything comes to an end now,everybody has their own new life now.
I still can remember it vividly, when i stepped into the school CHS,i felt scared and I listened to the others, they said: you will be lost if you walk around without sense in directions,be disorientated.I think that is stupid for me and that is my first impression of CHS

CHS is just like a mansion for us to play,study,joking around,talk etc.When i was 13,the school arranged me into 1c4 then 2c3 followed by 3c4.I had been a slightly naughty and behave mischievously in these three years.

After PMR I got 2 As,and school arranged me into 4p2.After I received this message,I started thinking about am i going to change class or what,but finally i did not do so.[actually i chose 4p4(without add maths].In this class 4p2,I started changing to well behaving student .May be that was friends' influences,in this class i knew a lot of new friends that i didn't even see them before,this class inspired me always, just because my class is so united,be together all the time.It gave me a lot of memories,and i know that we can't just fall apart so easily or drifting apart

Now,5p2, the serious year, everyone is working hard and may be in 5p2[2009]there's a lot of musunderstanding between freiends,but will be okay afterward.

4th Nov 2009,last day in CHS.It's just a graduation ceremony,but everything starts changing.We will not going to school so early anymore and iron the school uniforms or anything which is associated to school.It's true,I really miss those days we were,especially friends and teachers.I really appreciate your offers and your teaching.

I'm so empty inside,since our last goodbye
all the pictures in my mind and i can't seem to rationalize it.

all friends,i will always remember you.

To friends:

Yongyoew,you are my best friend in these two years,i know your weaknesses,your weaknesses are,you are blurred and slow reaction,may be sometimes just so easy to affect your emotions.But that's cute,everybody likes your white teeth and your gracious smile huh ! What should I say for you is,I will miss you wherever you go,all the memories just appeared in my mind vividly.Irresistible anyway,thank you for your accompaniments, playing around and teaching me BM and English.Thank you. =)

This is extremely miserable,I hate those who always deny what they'd done.
Once you've done something wrong or incorrectly,please admit it and there's no such thing as DENY.At last,someone finds out the truth then start claiming that it wasn't your fault or anything.Do you know what is shame?
This kind of human being is always despised by the others,perhaps they should be disguised.
Confession,is this too hard to make it?

Think rationally and ethically,bear in your mind.
Where are your moral values? didn't your moral teacher teaches you moral?

Finally,he's mighty pathetic and kinky ?

I'm not greedy or materialistic,this is normal i guess? everyone will do the same thing.If you got something nice you will expect it nicer,so I'm not trying offend y'all.If you think that I was offending,I can't to anything.So I just hope that I could get something nicer than the original.

The main purpose I wrote this is I just want to make things clear.I'm not greed or materialistic.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD =)

I'm slightly dejected about my result.
I didn't expect what~ just satisfied.
These papers, some improve, but just upgrade in between 5 - 10 marks.
I'm not devastated,just amazed that my result for math was out of my expectation.
I thought I can get a higher mark for it, but some careless mistakes made me can't accomplish my target,but I'm slightly satisfied with this mark. =)

My Chinese's paper,this was really killing me.Although I get a not very high mark,but at least it's acceptable.Now I'm waiting for the deliberation of the school for not giving me a zero mark == I wish that they won't decide to give me a zero =) WISH WISH WISH

My English,this subject must learn in my own pace,can't be rush.For this subject I got a slight improvement on it,but I still have to work hard. CHEER =)

Trial is finished and I'm so happy.
Now my aim is SPM.

Sigh........I'm sick

Everytime was like hating on me, blaming on me.
It wasn't my fault,have I done something wrong?
These feelings is like a BIG SHIT on your face,I get annoyed.
I'm getting very very angry inside,how dare you !!!
it is ridiculous.
Absurdity is always happens on me
FUCKER ASSHOLE

It has been a long long time that I didn't write a post.
Now,I'm going to write something fascinating and enduring.
First is all about trial,trial is almost finished just lefts some subjects haven't take,so now I'm have nothing to do cause we still have another 1 week to the subjects.
In fact,I'm frantic with one subject and it makes me feel hostile against the teacher and I get aroused,I have got no idea why ? can anybody resolves it ?

By the way,the interesting stuff is trial is almost end.

Erm,I have to write it although you are my friend.
what is mean by friend ? is it friend just like a word that simply mention instead of action.
I hope that you would be fine and good luck for all your pursuit and I wondered that,what were you thinking actually? Am i your decoy ? I wish i am not.


I have some shares,yes this is what I want to tell you peoples"I love Kristina Debarge" she is such a nice nice nice singer that I ever seen and heard, I mean her songs and her outfit.
Unfortunately,my friend said that I'm so greedy and fickle due to I love so many celebrities this ain't my fault dudes,just they are so good in my mind.

Subtle ways are not going to help us to achieve something happily, it would makes you regret.
After you did it there's no repentance and recover.

Eventually,I've done my job to post something on my blog.

hohoho~~
start from tomorrow[Tuesday] I will not on my computer.
Under a lot of stresses now.
However, I will do my best on trial and SPM. I won't disappoint you and myself as well, but the fact is I'm really afraid of these two "GAGAs".
It's Stressful, I ought to tackle these GAGAs, deal with it and take this for granted.

SO WORK HARD AND HARD AND HARD. Cope with these, no argument and make clear to my mind and do a wise decision.
Importance is no comparison, once we did comparing we will feel stressed and worst.So, don't do it~~~but I'm doing this often[must change my mind]

Last but not least, Must be confident and don't get discouraged so easily but also need to show great optimism and enthusiasm on my attempt.

I need to end here and I'll be there after trial. ^^ bye bye.

My blog is officially inactivate.

The day passes is like the winds blow on your face.
Trial is coming and I know my friends are preparing as well as possible as I ^^
So work harder to gain more knowledge.

"You face success and you too have to face failures, but never give up even if it is at the hardest stage.You only can taste success when you conquer failures" said by my cousin

This is what I need to tell you !
Today, I was so forgetful. " what Happened" ?
First, I woke up at approximately 5a.m. and I have prepared all my tuition's notes and "SOME" important accessories . After that, my mum fetched me to my grandmother's house, I reached there about 6.30a.m. and I finished up all my tuition's homework, at 8.a.m I start walking to Bus stop. Instead of walking to Bus stop, I went to eat Breakfast.After breakfast, I took Bus to my tuition centre.............................................................................................................I went at a wrong time....!!!!!

Hi
The next week is our holidays, but i don't think it is holiday for me because I need to study.
Trial is around the corner and it is scary !!! So I'm doing my best to do all my revision within these few weeks to conquer the trial.

I'm contented and frightened

Yes, this morning[Thursday]I'm invited to the motivation's talk.Actually I was wondering why did teacher chose me to this talk,am I unmotivated ???

This talk gives me a lots of knowledge and the principles of human beings.
It was nice and meaningful, and I have learned how to better myself and don't underestimate myself, these are what I've learned.Finally, I have got to tell you, peoples !!! Do not think negatively about yourselves, try to think positively to make yourselves be confident and be motivated.

"The person who gets the farthest is generally the one who is willing to do and dare. The sure-thing boat never gets far from shore."

Humans have the remarkable ability to get exactly what they must have.But there is a difference between a "must" and "want."

I’ve just thought up some simple ways for me to improve my English. There's always so much to learn. Try to make myself to have the passion and enthusiasm to learn it.

First,must learn at my own pace. There’s no need to hurry when learning something especially a language,i guess ? I will make learning English as fun and won’t give up too soon or get discouraged and don’t get stressed out when it becomes a little difficult.

Hope it goes smoothly and no obstruction !!!

Deficiency of knowledge.
Wise Knowledge ? Discussion ? Unite together ? determination ?
Guessing,doubting,assuming,pretending are tragedy.
Upgrade yourselves,no tendency towards frustration !
Confidence is a Must

I officially declare that i'm going to start my revision now !!! Devote myself to this and play a important role on this, So keep going, don't stop ! Ya~~That's what I'm talking about !

Folks,Cheer and work really hard to accomplish what you've expected.And you will be very happy with what you'd done,Deserve to have it~

Want to be a Perfect one, you ought to recognize your error and problem.
Eventually, you will achieve the perfect one !
No one can judge about you and They are [J]

I'm Unemotional. Isn't my blog emotional ?
Occupied with those works,Pissed off !!!

Finally,I remembered it I got a 'fantastic' and disgusting name.It is Benjamin Alexander Dickson Shibura III, just for fun,don't take it so serious okay ^^

Sometimes,it is too difficult to understand.

I'm sad with my computer.
Last week,my computer was so weird it kept shutting down.
And I did not know what is happening,so I thought probably was the wires problem or the reset button that I push it accidentally ??? I was wondering at that moments ?
it gave me an awkward feelings ~~~~~
that day[Sunday]the computer is shutting down about 4 times,if I'm not mistaken ?
I thought it was the wires!!!
so I don't even care about it.

After that day____________________on Wednesday
I opened my computer
the problem had shown up....I can't switch on my CPU[can't access to the window]
I was so nervous and worried that time.
So,I quickly called the repairer of cpu to helps me.And he asked me to let him check.

Today, he called me and he said:''your computer's hard drive is broken''.
After I heard that I was STUNNED and felt like going to die soon
because all my documents are finished,gone.
My songs,pictures,videos and my games, etc.
I can't stay longer anymore without those stuffs...
My computer is completely beyond repair,Can't get back all my documents
they are my heart.[Sobbed][weeping]
what to do ? it is the fate,destiny to happen this on me.

Nothing much to say,just telling you guys that my computer is BROKEN !!!

My heart is full of confusions, Shit right ?
You trying to provoke me but I'm Immune.
Apparently,our relationship would drift apart ?



Discriminate against me,Why are you doing this to me?
I'm still a ordinary person,why would you treated me so differently from the others.
I always gave a happy,satisfying look to you,just trying to impress you but why you feel like nothing.
What I've done that make you treat me like that or can I say go against me ?
I devote myself to this.I spend a lot of times to this is for the sake of you.
Instead of treating me like this,can you treat me other way.
Maybe I'm too care about it.
SORRY FOR WHAT I DID

Just exhausted and disappointed with those stuffs. Dont do that anymore. Please ?I know you didn't do it deliberately, but please no next time okay.I know you were trying to protect yourself[defending] or what, though you are too over.I wish you can change it ! or else ............

[Saturday trip]Went to eetheng's house at 8 in the morning
Approximately 2 o'clock i walk to Pyramid from her house
I meet with sylvia and xin yi after I reached there.
Then sylvia,xin yi and I had lunch at pasta zanmai
After that we walk to Sylvia's house to take shower and have fun there as well
We took some videos,quite funny but not that funny.JUST WEIRD
After bathing,we walked back to pyramid and wait for Esther woo to come and fetch us to Bon odori. There was so crowded,the crowd were extremely excited with the bon odori's stuffs
We took some Pics, have a look ^^

These days I'm so obsessed with this song,I've no idea why i like this so much ?
Maybe I love Mariah ???

Tuesday[14/7/09]my friends and I went to Midvalley watch movie again.And we watched Ice Age 3,this movie is rather a nice movie, though I was wondering why it ends so fast ? I'm not judging about this movie if you're interested with this movie,you should watch it or may be you'd have other opinion or what.^^

My teacher is SUCKs,no comment on her.

Just like you used to be
I can forget the way you were with me

This is the one I'm afraid of..
I don't even know where is my error,where is my problem.
For god's sake,look along
I couldn't bear with this
I could barely make it to the best
Gone,how could this be ?
Bliss ain't Happiness anymore.
I wanna do a commitment
to be civilized
I'm certain that it would happens one day
consult with someone
capable of doing anything, no matter what
Remain humble,do not be so conceited
Deal with difficulties,we should tackle with it
To make a distinct improvement
study how to evaluate before making conclusion
it mights exceed your expectation
Learn to control emotion
Seize any opportunities
That's what we want and what we need
?Not so easy but we DO? guess what it means

Obsessed with them,They're Sexy And Hot !!!

Megan Fox And Isabel Lucas.
Both are in the movie trasformer2.

I've no comment on this !
Just Suck !
Let it be !
Asshole !
Not you !
Yea is You ! ==

Hi,these days feel very happy because of my results

and today Tuesday I went to watch Transformer 2. It's good, but not as good as 1,I think 1 is better because I feel that 2 is more on mission and 1 is like battle battle battle, so this is the reason I choose 1.

Unfortunately, I kena NS. But it's ok for me...Do you know why i say unfortunately? Because I Don't wanna look Tan after NS

hey.....Me again......

I thought my Chinese would get very low marks =) Finally, I got quite high marks for my Chinese, 58, it amazed me when I got my Chinese paper back. As he said, Believe in yourself then you will success in anything, this is like a consolation to me. But I got a bad news too, it's my Moral. I got only 45 but I will do my best next time.

Hi,I'm back =) sorry for the "non-posting" Because I'm having exam this few weeks and I really need to study so i can't online.
[Wednesday]the exam is finished !


Actually I did a very bad job for my English essay paper and I only get ?1 out of 85. Disappointed And Despair

I think I'd mentioned in a previous post that I hate writing essay and when I start writing, my mind is blank just like a paper with nothing on it.It Begins, I'm worried about my Malay essay and my Chinese's, I've anticipated that I would get a very low mark on these.

For my English,they said my grammar not good enough and my essay is like a DUMBASS !!! that's what I can say,and after you read this I probably know that you would know how my English essay is ?

For the 2nd semester of examination, I have anticipated that I would fail these subjects,it is Add math[failed],Malay ?, Sejarah?


IF YOU THINK MY BLOG IS BORING OR ??????? PLEASE DO NOT VISIT OR EVEN READ IT.BITCHES !!! NO offence

I hate People who think he/she is the best Always.
I have no idea why they do this
Mud On their face

Hey ! Me again, still have 2 days to Exam again, it's kinda weird. Honestly, I hate exam but if we do not have exam we only possess a slight knowledge instead of wide knowledge. So we have to, folks !

This week I have revised Economic, Math, Add math, and Science.I find that it is so hard to memorize all the words and formula[provided] just some actually.Okay this put aside, i mean economic and science we need to memorize all the points and the spelling[especially science]

I know that science is so easy to understand but some of them hate chemical reaction and biological stuffs like me.I'm the one who hate these stuffs.

For Add math,I think i shouldn't put so much effort on this subject because I just want to pass.I didn't expect higher 40 41 42 fine is okay to me,so i put more efforts on math and econs cause i wanna score A for these subject.In SPM i had made a aim and i need to accomplish it.I aimed 5 As or 4 As.It is including Math,Econs,Science,Account,[English and Moral]not so confident.

S0 this 2nd semester of exam is my chance and i really need to work very hard for this. Peace !

it really confuses me sigh.........
still finding solution........

SUSAN BOYLE

Although she isn't a good looking person but She Has a Fantastic Voice.

We cant just judge the book by the cover ALRIGHT !

I love her voice ! its so adorable !

No ones can talk shit on her. she is really talented. Amanda Holden you love her too right ?

SHE Participated

She has participated in Britain's got talent and she was qualified for the final =)

Unfortunately,she lost the competition but I definitely know she feels pride of herself of being stood on the final stage of Britain's got talent 2009

Here is some of her portraits




CHEER UP SU~~~~~S-san B-b-bboyleee ~~

SOOTING If you are her.....now you are counted a international artist as an ICON

Benjamin Dickson's Emotion

Complex ? Easy ? Liberal ?

Hey Folks ! I'm back !

Brand new would brings you a new fresh soul

I wish all of you have a great new day on next day !

Don't keep thinking the past, it might makes you feel sad, why, not worth, happy, regret etc.

So we have to learn how to LOOK FORWARD

These sentences is for those who always thinking the past like ME

We can't do anything, we can't change the fact.

We should also learn to think on a bright side

just think the past as a lesson so next time we wouldn't do it again !

Main purpose for this post is to console Myself and yourselves

Thank for Viewing ..

NO DOWN ! SMILE UP ~~ =)

I'm Fed up with memorizing those stupid words.

Economics science Bye bye

Its too late too revise

So happy that my exam have finished,though still have a few subjects after holidays.In this week, I had Malay Chinese English Moral Accounts and History.My English and Chinese's essay were out of topic =( for my English is i wrote a story beginning with"A gift for my mother........" this is the tittle and I assumed myself as the main character after I finished writing, i was thinking is it story has to write another person,instead of me.So i faster changed it to another person Name RAY.That's mean i changed all the I,I'm,My,Me,Myself to He His He's, but I only changed half way and passed up[Not enough time] so the story goes like He..........then I.............


For Chinese is my formal letter[gong han],at school we did so many formal letter but I never ever do a letter is for Thank you to someone.
Exam chinese paper
The question is ........................................but i thought it is about allow somebody to do something so i just write a formal letter like this
it's deserved cause I didn't read the title properly and I don't understand what does it means ?

My 30 marks have gone =(

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Sigh.......the 2nd term examination starts on next week,but i really not ready yet...still blurring....especially sejarah omg...its killing me.

Try my best to read those notes given by the teacheeers LA that's all ~~~

Time is like every step you walk forward
Fast = Time, no returns no choice

Hi everyone, the second term of examination is coming soon.Frankly, I am not ready for it and I still haven't start my revision yet, though I will try my best.

I have started revise my Add maths, Accounts, and Maths.For the others I still blurred,Economics is okay for me but have a slight difficulty to memorize those points.

I have managed my time, start from next week i will not open my computer and i will work hard to do my revision.

Nothing special, just watched some teachers "dancing"(not dancing,it was like sigh...) and we playing in the classroom examples water, dancing, taking pictures, drawing etc. ^^

After that ^

Watched CHS IDOLs.GREATS this is only for category D.

Today[Tuesday],my school have organized a Edufair for those students who want to study in college or university.And today I saw so many different colleges and it makes me confused and there's a lots of choices.I've asked many of them.For instance, SEGI > SUNWAY > TAYLOR > the last is BERJAYA and I think berjaya is the best for me to choose,cause it is all specialize on Curlinary arts and Hospitalities,and these are what I'm looking for.The worst is BERJAYA for college had open about just a year,as my friend said"it could be lack of experiences" so I have a slight of worry about it.So I have to think carefully for it.

Hey, Friday my friends and I went to Mid valley and the purpose we go there is Karaoke.we reached there approximately 1030a.m and REDBOX opens at 11a.m.

we were so happy on that day, here some human-portraits

According to the previous post the teacher changed our places and today she asked us to sit back to our original places[remain] and we are so "HAPPY"

After she said these,then she said she wants to rearrange or reshuffle the places again.Excuse me !!! I thought she would let us sit back the original places.Not in my anticipation she changed our places AGAIN . Luckily my place do not have any changes,teacher didn't change my place is because of she doesn't has enough times to change and she said she will change my place on next moral period .I wish there will not be any changes for me and YY as well . =)

I really wish that It wont happens to me.

I HATE CHANGES, PLEASE ! TEACHER DON'T CHANGE MY PLACE AND YY [not gay ] just we don't need to change. WE ARE SMART =0 is it ??????

Hey guys,actually today(Wednesday) was a nice,happy, sexualism and comfortable day. Today was so nice especially the weather,the climates , not too hot not too cold moderate temperature =).

The whole morning(6a.m) and afternoon (1p.m) was nice ,comfortable.And after 1p.m we have an extra class till 145p.m.And the last period was moral lesson,the strictly asshole teacher again,she always says:"Kamu mestilah mangawal diri memupuk nilai bertanggungjawab dan berbagai-bagai".[scoff]why we need to follow her instructions,because she is our form teacher and moral teacher as well so we are force to listened and be responsible.

Lets bring into the title,actually today was so fun but the last period[moral lesson] she is so suck,she changed our places and we were so unhappy at that moment,i 'm sure that pn datin ass and the sakun requested our form teacher to change our places.And our form teacher is so dog just listened to what dogs said.

Sigh........just felt so outrageous.I want my place back...IDIOT

When somebody is playing/talking/joking/fooling to you with delights, is that the 'somebody' really treats you nicely or opposite ? Everytime when She/he is talking or joking with me, I'm start thinking that is she/he using me or really wanted to play or talk with me. Doubted ? and is she/he back stab me or what ?

What is friend,is it trouble is a friend or trouble is a foe? no one know....friend would makes you feel sad or friend would makes you feel happy ?

This few days I kept thinking about this question and I really tried hard to find a solution for it.

I wouldn't tell you who is the one,who did these to me.
Instead of him.it's her
Instead of her,it's him


Please do not think as what as you are thinking, cause I didn't mean that.
It's only what I feel "please read the title"

To: Everyone

Hey guys,today Yong Yoew borrow me a Pendrive [KINGSTON].This pendrive contains some of his pictures and LEFT 4 DEAD and some VIRUSES[=='].please !!! yy before you lend your pendrive to others could you please check that it is fine and make sure those viruses are deleted,because this would makes my computer get those viruses also.

I borrowed his pendrive, the purpose is i want to install the game to my cpu but i've been tried to copy,but i cant copy and paste it into my computer suck________HATRED________
First,i was thinking whether my cpu can support this game[left 4 dead] or not? eventually it's accessed but when i was playing the screen kept bugging/lagging. =( I hate this part right here and i did !!!

That's only one thing that i can tell you is''my computer is suck and i have to update to be faster and the RAM as well'' but for now i wouldn't do this ,just focus on my study.And the second term of examination is nearby it is on 27 of May 2009,and i am not ready yet !

Hey guys,Friday i went to Eetheng's house at 7a.m,and I will stay at eetheng's house for 1 night.So happy that my mum allowed me to overnight at eetheng's house.The reason i overnight is because she has BBQ party at her house,then we'll play till mid night and my mum cant fetch me at that time.So i just stay at eetheng's house.

A few hours later,we were prepared to go pyramid buy some groceries.we went to pyramid at 11a.m till 3.30 p.m

after pyramid,we go back to eetheng's house.we buy a lot of things food and many many.

2 hours later me , eetheng and sylvia were prepare to cook spegetti.The spegetti was delicious =)Nice ever

After spegetti,we were also ready to soak the chicken for the BBQ.we were so happy.playing with the chicken.Disgusting !!!

At 7p.m all my friends came to eetheng's house, we have andy,sooting,esther,sylvia,pingmay,tienrong and eetheng's family members,we start BBQ party hahahahaha so FUN.we had BBQ and played rockband till 11 some then Andy and Esther back home then we continue play rockband. it was fun =)

After BBQ me sooting ping may tien rong and sylvia stay at eetheng's house, we watched movie at midnight[THE UNBORN]a bit scary,but not really.and we filmed videos and take some Funny Pictures.

The next day, Yesterday we sleep at 3 then today we woke up at 7 48.a.m so early =)

And today is 11 April guess what? Today is David Archuleta's mini concert at Sunway lagoon Amphitheatre.we were so excited and we went to pyramid at 1p.m then took our lunch[Mcdonald]
then we start walked to the elephant walk via south ......from pyramid so far away sigh....such a misery.

After we reached to the ampitheatre that's a crowd all ran riot.they keep screaming yelling wow.So cool.the misfortune is RAIN a heavy rain and the place we sitting,the shelter above us is leaking =(

we were happy when David comes out though.!!

After finished David's mini concert,it approximate 5 30 p.m it was still raining.So we take shelter form the rain at Sunway Medical Centre.SIGH..........

Then esther called her MUM fetch us back to Pyramid.Thx Esther

My Edition for IF YOU SEEK AMY


Dadadadadadadada~~~
Dadadadadadadada~~~
Dadadadadadadada~~~
Dadadadadadadada~~~

Oh honey.honey
Have you seen Ck tonight
is she doing sex?
or is she want to be a~~ whore O ?

Oh honey honey
does she makes me feel so high,
I anticipated she will makes me feel as high as high
OH~~

Oh oh~~~~~
tell me have you seen her
cause i'm So o.....
i cant get her off of my brain


I just want to know
if she can~~ sex and go
can i ask her please do so???
Hahahehehaha HO...

Suck me Fuck me
i know she would to fuck me
all of the boys and all of the girl are admire and jealousy.
Don't you want me
i know you will love me
all of the boys and all of the girl are admire and jealousy.

(Suck Me,Fuck me)
dadadadadadadada~
dadadadadadadada~

Ck told me she will takes me to her line
i dont know where or when and now they're closing up the club


it seems everynight she will gonna do the same
and i realized she will makes me cant standing in her way
oh~~

Oh oh~~~~~
tell me have you seen her
cause i'm So o.....
i cant get her off of my brain


I just want to know
if she can~~ sex and go
can i ask her please do so???
Hahahehehaha HO...

Suck me Fuck me
i know she would to fuck me
all of the boys and all of the girl are admire and jealousy.
Don't you want me
i know you will love~ me
all of the boys and all of the girl are admire and jealousy.

Oh
i knw she would fuck me
oh
i know you will love~ me
Oh
i knw she would fuck me

So tell me if you seen her(let me know what she was wearing and what she was like)
cause i'll be waiting here forever(let me know she will come and what she was like)

Today i felt sad but i wont tell you what happened to me.=(

I will do my best next time,if this time i really did wrong please give me a chance?

I promised to everyone,i would lose my friends if i do it again.

I know is easy to forgive others,but difficult to ask for forgiveness.

I won't do again,this thing would makes my life goes worst and worst.

I am sincere to apologize to those who hate me for ???something???.

I am trying to forget this thing,but i found that it's hard.

I feel dejected,and willing to change.

I don't want to lose my friends.

I need to be strong and cheer and chill.

I need to do my best and do not let them despise me.

I want to show them i can do it,start from now.....

I must struggle for study and work really hard.

I commit myself to do it.

I would not disappoint you.

I want to let you know i CAN.

Finally,i want to thanks you to forgive me if you did.

Hi,Today My mum bought a movie,it's called DOOMSDAY i know this movie is quite a long time ago.But No matter how i love this movie,the story is good,nice,worth to watch if need to pay for watching.

And the story goes like this In 2011 they discovered a virus called Reaper Virus and they still cannot find the cure for it.So the infection was spread widely.The human are among Reaper Viruses.Many peoples died.Then now 2035 >>>>>you go and watch yourself.^^ This is a exciting movie.interesting. I like the main character.She portray a ?????? Her name is Rhona Mitra[underworld 3]


Rhona Mitra

Hi,back again.
Today we have Malay periods also,and today is the day return back the Malay papers.First,i thought i'd not fail,though unfortunately i failed.Heart Break i only get x9 left x mark to pass so sad T.T

What a pathetic paper !!! Sigh,just try my best on next time.

Today Esther was so angry,and she shows that in my class.Do you know why she's angry? Remember this is not her fault ok!!!

Actually,today is our oral presentation for Malay[it is Suck]and i don't realized that today is our oral presentation,so i forgot to memorize those sentences.So this morning before the malay periods,i try my best and used a best way and easy way to memorize and finally i memorized.

During Malay Periods[NKY]said:"the groups haven't do the oral please do it now".Then group by group go out and present.The group before my group they did so good,and after they finished it is our turn then teacher[NKY]asked us to go out and present,that moments my group members and i was so nervous and nearly forget.So my friend told me don't be nervous and calm down.When the time comes,we cant do anything just do as usual then we present.After we presented,the teacher[NKY]say out the marks loudly.While he's say Kok Kiat[Me] 25 then Esther 24 then Esther shocked,the full mark is 40.Esther was so dejected because Esther was presented nicely, deliberate voice, clear,but he gave Esther 24.

Do you know why he gave Esther 24 marks? Answer is while he tells the others not to talk and that is when Esther is presenting and NKY was not paying attention to listen what Esther says.So this is the reason for not giving a high marks to Esther.SUCK right? He didnt listen what esther says, then he gave esther a low marks!!!! He is So Suck[hatred]

And other members get 28 and 29.So Esther was so angry and i was angry too,but for me it is normal cause this teacher always goes against me.So when he gave me a low marks i felt normal,nothing happen to me but for Esther???This is the first time i saw her anger Wow~~~~ she was so Wild~~~throw her pen tore her papers.~~~I know your feeling Esther.

If anything happen to you like this case ^^
Just be tolerant.


After recess,Esther was calmed,and she was happy again.

Today morning,i was so happy because i chit-chat with friends together as usual.......and on the last period History period,at that moment i know teacher will distribute our history paper to us.So i started feel nervous and anxious,because of i cheated.I felt so guilty at that time,and teacher hasn't finish marking our papers yet,so i helped teacher to calculate the marks.

While teacher is marking,she said kok kiat: "Kamu punya sejarah sangat baik ar.memnag tiru la" at that moment i stunned and i reply"Yea yea lo Tiru er"[In Funny way]Then when teacher marking my paper and i feel so unhappy,scare,guilt.Eventually,i calculate my marks and i get 7x it is unbe-bloody-lievable.I think it is top 2 in the class for sejarah.But i feel so disappointed.Because of i get 7x marks,average x4 is not my marks so i feel so guilty of it. and the exact marks that i get is xx.Why ar....now i confess i admit that i cheated during exam time for history.so please do not blame me.i swear i will not do it next time,i will try my best to get 40++ or 50++.


And the whole monday's afternoon and evening i was so unhappy plus i dont even talk to my friends just walk alone,ignored them.T.T if i did wrong for that,now im here to give an apology to you all.Sorry for ignoring you all.


Just now 7:47 Esther yee called me.She comfort me and tells me some true stories in her Life.We talked approximately 26.45 minutes,the last duration.and i feel more happy and more relief now.After her consolation and i discovered that she's a great solace.


Thank You =)

lately,i found some videos.They're so funny,they recorded all the funny videos ................Examples..............ENJOY IT =)

Hey guys i am back again =)

Examination for first term has finished,feel happy.Nothing much to say,just wanna tell you guys our examination has just finished.HAHAHAHAHA =)

I am chatting with Mun Yee now,she is so bad she keeps criticising me,but i immune to her criticisms,hahahaha........just let her be [STUPID].I know she is fooling around with me,but i still want to post her stupid attitude to my blog.

Actually,today i required to go eetheng's house for revision and decorate the class pages for our class,but i cant go because my mum cannot fetch me back =( I desperate for it.and just now sylvia called me,she reminds me to go eetheng's house so i just told her the truth.I CAN'T GO.

She chatted with me about 20 minutes,we talked about the exam and rubbish as usual.While i was chatting with her,i realized that she just woke up at 12,SO LATE.Do you know why i know she just woke up?It is because her voice like wanting to do something???sex??? it sound likes having sex with somebody(weirdo) Sigh.......I felt a depressed.Sylvia if you see this,please do not scold me,i just post what i want to post,Be honest :) so everybody will believe me all the time.


What eetheng and sylvia doing now.Playing or doing rivision?just doubted.

If i not mistaken,today is AH MEI's concert.The crowd will run riot.I guess? because i think the concert would be spectacular.

~~Boring here~~

Study hard is only for the sake of getting higher marks in the exam or knowledge?

Study hard is very difficult to me,frankly i tried to.Although i did get high marks and it broaden my knowledge.But this matter really stressen me up.

I think today is the last day i can post to my blog,because i have exam on Monday so i guess i need to put more attention on study,do my revision.And get a high marks in exam =)Score it

I have no idea why i so worried about the first term exam ? does 1st term could contribute to SPM ?

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My mind is full of shits !!!

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Today,i had a tuition at xxx's house,and tuition teacher gave us a test,can i say tuition's examination.The papers is so hard and i guess i will get a very low mark on it.So now i have a slightly worried about my accounts in the first term examination at school.And i have many problems,the problem is i confused myself serve my right~~right? Sigh.......i really anxious about my accounts paper,what can i do=( can somebody help me to resolve my problems.The account paper is on the coming Monday it's so fast.Hope that the paper is easier than tuition's paper,but i anticipated it will be very hard and i felt that the setting teacher will be given some tricks in the account's paper OMG!!! i started felt dizzy now.[I Wish] as we said as usual.

When i mentioned about accounts,it reminds me MATH and i nearly forget it.OMG what in a such Misery,Horrible.I have a self-problem everytime during exam period,i feel i wanted to win somebody i wanted to get a higher marks than somebody.Why? plus i always confused myself[THIS IS TOTALLY SHIT!]i have no confidence in all the subjects and i think i've lose my confidence,indeed.Is this Normal? or may be this is all my problems?i don't know.MATHs and ACCs this is the last 2 papers on Monday,hope i can tackle it.

I'd try to ask my friends."how about your math and acc" and they gave me this response"OK la~~as long as pass it"what does it means OK la~~is it means they read? Sigh.......do you notice that i'm trying to confused myself again~~SUCK right?

No matter how,just put more efforts on study and try my best to do the best.I WISH =)

My favorite artists is PCD[Pussycat dolls] Britney Spears Mariah Carey

They are my Heart,I know i have a slight Greed in it,though i really love them i love Mariah Carey's voice,her song and her Album[E=MC2].For PCD,Their new albums [DOLL DOMINATION].Last,Britney Spears,i think she a pop queen star now.Her new Album [CIRCUS],this albums included womanizer circus if you seek Amy and all her greatest song ever.

~~Love it so much~~

This is a story about a girl named Lucky.

Early morning, she wakes up with a
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go...

Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?
And they say...

She's so lucky, she's a star But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking If there's nothing missing in my life Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and
she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...

Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?
And they say...

She's so lucky, she's a star But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart thinking If there's nothing missing in my life Then why do these tears come at night?

Best actress, and the winner is...Lucky!
I'm Roger Johnson from Pop News standing outside
the arena waiting for Lucky!
Oh, my God...here she comes!
(here she comes, here she comes)

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life
why do tears come at night?

And they say... She's so lucky, she's a star But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart thinking If there's nothing missing in my life Then why do these tears come at night?

She's so lucky But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart thinking If there's nothing missing in my life Then why do these tears come at night?

Elton John.Can you feel the love tonight.This is Nice=)
It inspired me in everything.
like it so much.=)
This song is Romantic,loving,nice ever.

the Lyrics is very meaningful.full of happiness.

I recommend to you all...check it out.

NICE NICE NICE =)

Erm,Add math.Y = y or m=m and x=X what the difference.i can't even discriminate it. So confused.
I need a assistant,help....The marks that i get is unpredictable.[FEAR].
English Poem.Literature i read it,though last year,i can conquer it anymore.!!!
memorizing,BullCRAP

Hey dudes, I watched a Stupid Video,it's quite Funny But...HAHAHAHA...THIS[Check this out] This is the leisure for me now.SO happy..I start reading early in this morning until now.That time I was reading,I felt so happy.contented,feel like want to do many things,but now,no mood,feel want to play,chat with friends.So i take 2 hour to online and post here.
The time past is quick.For me,i recommended y'all that we have to treasure every single year,week,day,hour,minute and even a second
Form 1 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Form 2 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Form 3 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>PMR
Form 4 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Form 5 >>>>>a quarter of this year.....Sigh